Javelin - Onyx

There's a darker side of me that I fear
The partridge and the pear tree, divine spirit
Decided I'm too vile and filed me off when I was child
Childish, I still persist to lie and cry and jive through life, piping dimes and surprise I'm High as Kite
The sky is wide as I dive up and survive such a lack of O2
UFO's ride up offering you probes to use
What's he do?, become a subject to some tests to test my mood, shoot
They've examined and scanned him, handed him tin cans containing that candy
Let me vanish all these panic relieving candies
Cannabis woulda just saved me but I was hooked with a craving on all of the sugar that I Was slanging
To all the ones who love me, many more than I deserve
I'm not as lovely as what you mighta heard
There's a darker side of me, some homicidal tendencies
And all the time the anger enters me and fear comes in to finish me
To all the ones who love me, many more than I deserve
I'm not as lovely as what you mighta heard
There's a darker side of me, some homicidal tendencies
And all the time the anger enters me and fear comes in to finish me
Pinch the cheek, rinse, repeat the fever dream
Terrified pair of eyes staring wide at glaring beams coming out the screen
Seeping into me as I freak and wonder if the amphetamines musta just got to me
Bodies often drop in my noggin
I'm pondering often on slaughtering something then I get ahold of my thoughts and aw shit
I'm obviously fucked in the consciousness y'all
Somebody call the pharmacy please and check on my Adderall
Didactic magnate attractive, he's fashionable and has shit together
This my vision of a life better
Never a bread winner
Ridden the coattails
Shivered in dead winter
Shriveled in holy hell
Matrimony?, don't joke with me mademoiselle
You ain't worth a ring finger blinged at the expense of myself
No chance
No chance, bitch, fuck you
To all the ones who love me, many more than I deserve
I'm not as lovely as what you mighta heard
There's a darker side of me, some homicidal tendencies
And all the time the anger enters me and fear comes in to finish me
To all the ones who love me, many more than I deserve
I'm not as lovely as what you mighta heard
There's a darker side of me, some homicidal tendencies
And all the time the anger enters me and fear comes in to finish me

Written by:
Kyle Spear

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