LORD ZUKO - Raw Thoughts

I Never felt real love, Not till I was a teen
Two girls that's all I had before, me
I been riding with 'em, been
Pouring my heart out to 'em, see
Nothing I had before 'em all could keep 'em sane
Now I'm ending high school in
With my dick still a virgin
My dreams still I'm searching
My fears they all still scurrying
Round my head and out the door
Of my penthouse to the bottom floor
Rock bottom now I'm sore
All they see is empty wallet, man I'm poor
I been washed up on the shore
Of my mind, right
They are so divine, right
Yeah
They ain't takin my advice
Caught her having a device vice
Caught her lying to me, that's ice
Cold, but her hugs warm
Yeah I saw them red flags as they warn
Me to
To her fatal flaws
She had more than Kabal
Mortal Kombat, I turn on the 3 6, man you a bitch
Everything they taught me is that you're pitch
Stuck in you forever
Left my other slipper
Felt like I was limping down the stairs
Out of your life
And out of your hair
That's why I don't think you ever really cared
Yeah it's thunder and lightning
They caught me Kung-Fu fucking fighting
Germany is just a site-see
But I got a sighting
I found myself inside my mind
Stuck in it with some sort of bind
Friends and family don't ever seem to find
Me in a perpetual state of anxious lines
Can't stop fucking writing
Got a book inside, I'm biting
Nothing, bussing, hustling, gushing
Loving, bumming, and I got a tuck in
Keep on filling up my trash bins
Wondering what I'll be in
5 years, if I'll have a place
Or if I'll have a girl and a fucking smile on my face
Or if I get 50 fucking gallons full of mace
That's on world record pace
I know I got a letter to replace
All the feelings that you gave me
You knew it would erase me
You couldn't fucking face me
Raw thoughts
It's a lost cause
But I bet you broke some laws
I was thinking bout the pauses
I knew you blamed it on some blockheads
Who wouldn't give you what you needed
What you wanted
What you deserved
But I gave it to you
So was it an issue
I just want the truth
I been sitting in this booth
Tryna paint a picture in my mind
Of how you failed to see me as your guy
You weren't so hard to find
So I'm just wondering how I got you stuck in my mind
In your silver bind
It was something at the time
I just wanted a kiss
To sit and reminisce
To rant about the things that we missed
That's not what I got
I'm just spitting rhymes
And complaining bout a lot
Man these are just my raw thoughts

Written by:
Adolfo Lunardi

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