Heave - Saddo

Here I am again
Staring at the walls
Stuck in my head
(Wishing I was dead)
I'm going round in circles
Overthinking what was said
In an endless cycle
In an endless story
why wont it end
(I can't pretend)
I'm losing my will to live

Trapped in a state of mind
A slow death will be mine
Will this ever be over
Why can't it be over
I just want it over
Endless monologues
Procrastination all day long
There is no one else to blame
It's a slippery slope
It's a path with no hope

Wake up
But what's the point
To sit still and suffer
Lets face it
A day wasted
What a fucking mistake

Snap decisions made with greed
An this will be the death of me
Wish that I could turn back time
I'm self destructive by design
Anger issues causing issues
Mood swings over small things
No thinking
Just sinking
I can only see red
What the fucks inside my head

And I'll paint a pretty picture
Over all my mistakes
But only time will tell
When the colours start to fade
I'll paint a pretty picture
Over all my mistakes
There's no escape from this
This is why death would be bliss

I'm just so fucking fed up
What's the point of all this
That's why I bottle it up
Act like I don't give a fuck

Wake up
But what's the point
Wake up
But what's the point
Wake up
But what's the point
Wake up
But what's the point

Written by:
Dan Cartlidge, Luke Mansfield, Ollie Lewis, Sam Taylor

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Lyrics © O/B/O DistroKid

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