Deadflower - Sedative

I'm medicated, call it dedicated
They call it addicted but maybe I'm committed
To something for once, a topic to discuss 
We can call this lust
Cause I don't want to fall in love
I'm just another boy for you to dispose of
Thank God for the amnesia
Thank God for the amnesia
Thank God for the amnesia

Always looking, looking, always looking for a sedative

Tried to forget everyone in my past
But I'm picking up the pieces, nothing good ever lasts
These memories on the daily, fading
Roll another L, vision hazy
Take that ass back to the past where I left it
Hop in the whip, go pick up my next bitch 
Pop a couple pills, feeing copacetic
Give me an aesthetic 

Medicated, call it dedicated
They call it addicted but maybe I'm committed
To something for once, a topic to discuss 
We can call this lust
Cause I don't want to fall in love
I'm just another boy for you to dispose of
Thank God for the amnesia 
Always looking for a sedative

Always looking, looking, always looking for a sedative

I know that you always feel the same
But I can't relate, I know my place
I've been there, yeah I've done that, I've been off one
Tough luck, I've been getting so fucked up

Now raise your hands if you're feeling me
God's not around so let's make believe
Take my hand, we're gonna go all night 
And when the sun comes up, that's when we'll hide 
 
Always looking for something so that I can feel like nothing
You say addiction is a decision but that don't sit right, that don't cut it
I need air, I need space, I just need some room to breath
It's not fair man, I'm just looking for some inner peace, yeah

Welcome to the freak show ladies and gentleman, here's my sos always looking for a sedative

Written by:
Dustin Lantz, Mitch Stora-Quintanilla

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