Jamal Wilson - SEMORAN BLVD.

Yeah
Yeah
Oh
Yeah, my mom worked in business, dad sold houses
Put them both together and it made me so astounding
Twenty-two years and now I'm ready for a crowning
Make my own waves while all you niggas got to drown in
I never sold crack but man I'm dope dealing heavily
Cause all my bars and lines are getting cut and pushed incredibly
Shit these other niggas putting out is missing pettily
Y'all bitches love to talk and that's the shit they tell me steadily
But, I never care enough to even really tap in
Probably most the reason I don't even really have friends
Probably most the reason I don't even want to make amends
The only thing I want is all my stocks to pay me dividends
It's true, man I grew up in a middle class home, in a middle class city, with some middle class hoes
You won't ever hear my movements there's just shit you'll never know
But my hit list looking crazy man I'm Deadshot on the low, I'm really cold
My IQ genius but the irony is I know more about the world economy than how I should cope with anxiety
Or learn to trust since people lied to me
Or stop from feeling pressured when it's coming from all sides of me, it's crazy
I've really had a couple homies face time
From carrying that work across the state lines
I never met a woman that I trust so I don't ever really make time
You'll never catch me lacking and I'm never going to FaceTime

Yeah, one day I want to have a wife and kids so I just can't live my life like this
And I ain't trying to learn what lifeless is so I just can't live my life like this
I want the gold chains the diamond rings but I just can't live my life like this
And sometimes I just want to light this spliff but I just can't live my life like this
Like this, like this

My mom taught a couple years up at this Christian school
Funny how they moving hypocritical
Thought it was forgive and be forgiven but they self-absorbed and cynical
Not to mention all the other shit I shouldn't get into
I don't trust religion but I like to talk to God a lot
Sometimes I think about the things I never got
But I'm still reminded that I'm favored and that's something that won't ever stop
My story getting started I ain't even get to write the plot
I thought I found love but I never came close
I thought I found trust but I should've stayed closed
I thought a lot of things but it's obvious you chose
It just showed me why I've always thought I'm better off alone
Look, it's gone be a cold winter
And the way they treated me turn me into a cold nigga
All my flows are nasty like serving em up some
Cold dinners
And you know my m.o. I'm always known as a sore winner
Boy I'm just known killer

One day I want to have a wife and kids so I just can't live my life like this
And I ain't trying to learn what lifeless is so I just can't live my life like this
I want the gold chains the diamond rings but I just can't live my life like this
And sometimes I just want to light this spliff but I just can't live my life like this
Like this, like this

Written by:
Jamal Wilson

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