Little J - Silence

Drowning in silence
There's nothing left for you and me
You left me alone
With our love I am blind don't you see
Where you are is where I'll be
Is where I'll be
Where you are is up to me
Is up to me
This is just how I’m feeling now
Maybe I will wake up feeling better, how
Many more times am I gon' hit a foul
Out the base line, better practice on my swinging, I’ll
Get it straightened out
I hear your voice inside my head it's actually pretty loud
I wish I'd listen in return so I'd make you proud
I’ve just been wondering how long you plan to stick around
I’m sick and tired of dealing with all of the same problems
The same drama
Every morning that I wake up I can feel the weight of em
Just cant seem to break from em, it's like they wait on me
Just to prey on me, man pray for me
I've been praying for 11 months that they would go away
Cause I can take only so much weight on me
Barley holding on the pain holds me
Like a lover that I date slowly, gets to know me painfully
Same story of my life, yo
I don't think it's gonna work out anymore, we gotta make a change
All I been doing is running crazy inside of my brain
Making every excuse of why I try to keep it the same
But then I complain about the pain, huh, I'm playing games
Pretty lame tho
I don't even think I have a say so
Choices have a consequence I'm getting what I paid for
It’s way more than what I had thought that I had came for
It’s getting to me now better be careful what you pray for
Drowning in silence
There's nothing left for you and me
You left me alone
With our love I am blind don't you see
Where you are is where I'll be
Is where I'll be
Where you are is up to me
Is up to me
So I think it’s time now that I stop giving
All of this gibberish any grounds to control my living
It ain’t making a difference anyhow with it
Trying to make it significant but I found gimmicks in this
And let me tell you firsthand y'all this ain’t the business
Keep on grabbing on to sand sinking with the quickness
Keep on questioning God's plan like how come I’m in this
I don’t understand why God please help me get this
Leaving me afflicted, I’m feeling the sickness
Of this mental prison, admitted I’m the one that committed
The multiple sit ins but insisted it wasn’t sinning
Feeling like it was a beginning to some new kind of winning
I’m spending all of my energy here replying what your sending me
But I let it be a little bit more, should’ve ended
We were friendly but we ended in war like some enemies
That's threatening to pull out the source to discredit me
I think what’s left of me is what’s meant to be
And I don’t like what it has done to me intellectually
Especially when emotions are involved and its affecting me
I definitely have to let it be or I start questioning everything
It's so unsettling up in the silence
You would think that's where I find my peace and quiet
Chaos starts the second that I close my eyelids
I hate all of the noise from the silence
Drowning in silence
There's nothing left for you and me
You left me alone
With our love I am blind don't you see
Where you are is where I'll be
Is where I'll be
Where you are is up to me
Is up to me

Written by:
Jeremy Espinoza

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