Isaac Abbey - Slow Death

I feel relieved when your name flashes on my screen
Still waiting for one of us to diagnose what that means
But I'm not ready for that conversation
I feel excited when you look me in my eyes
The whole room slips away. Babe, it's just you and I
But it's forbidden. It's not supposed to happen
Unless, of course, you'd like to let it happen
And I'm up in my bedroom
And I wonder if you're ever gonna come around
Praying, hoping, dreaming that I make you see me differently
And laying in my bed
Sooner or later, you know you'll have to let me down
Am I a traitor or your savior? Either way, oh
I know that it's a slow death
I feel exhausted every time you bring him up
Been with him three years, honey, ain't that enough
But you're not ready for that conversation
I feel psychotic 'cuz I know I'll never win
No matter what I do, you're always choosing him
I'll win the battle, but the war's already lost
But, if death is in my cards, your love is worth the cost
And I'm up in my bedroom
And I wonder if you're ever gonna come around
Praying, hoping, dreaming that I make you see me differently
And laying in my bed
Sooner or later, you know you'll have to let me down
Am I a traitor or your savior? Either way, oh
I know that it's a slow death
Will I choke on the smoke or drown in the rain
Will I ask you to leave him or live with the pain
Will you set me on fire like the night when you kissed my lips
When both of us knew we shouldn't do this
And I'm up in my bedroom
And I wonder if you're ever gonna come around
Praying, hoping, dreaming that I make you see me differently
And laying in my bed
Sooner or later, you know you'll have to let me down
Am I a traitor or your savior? Either way, oh
I know that it's a slow death
Will I choke on the smoke or drown in the rain
Will I ask you to leave him or live with the pain
It's a slow death

Written by:
Isaac Abbey

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