Boloor - SMASHED

I never been so sure
That all we had is gone
See your face and I can't take it anymore
I wanna smash this phone
Into pieces incinerating
I'm alive but I'm not living
Where do we go when we're gone?
Fingers slipping can't hold on
I been saying I'm quitting feeling
But I'm feeling feelings and I'm drowning in them
I'm incapable of living with the things I said and did and so I paint a villain
I incinerate the objects that could be a mirror into me cuz I'd see you
I can't get away from faces that I coulda loved if I wasn't insecure
I'm my own worst enemy
I can't blame you for resenting me
My mother told me that it isn't healthy to go over with too much of anything
But I never listen trust my own opinion I was looking for a diamond ring
I am fitting in this simile
Stepping in now I can never leave
I never been so sure
That all we had is gone
See your face and I can't take it anymore
I wanna smash this phone
Into pieces incinerating
I'm alive but I'm not living
Where do we go when we're gone?
Fingers slipping can't hold on
I been saying I was over with you
But you're stacking on me you were always pretty
Pretty is a bitch it makes me petty
Makes me wanna pick up this machete and go paint the town a whole lotta red-y
I'm relapsing no I wasn't ready
Tie me down and fucking hold me steady
I can't take another step with boxes to my left these memories are staying heavy
Cut it out till I'm numb to it
Cut it out until my life's ruined
If there's a trace of me you won't get rid of me
Leave me to die I have been through it
Leave me alive I won't live through it
I would rather lose my breath by your gentle hand strum me I'll compose music
I never been so sure
That all we had is gone
See your face and I can't take it anymore
I wanna smash this phone
Into pieces incinerating
I'm alive but I'm not living
Where do we go when we're gone?
Fingers slipping can't hold on

Written by:
Samaan Boloorian

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