J Gramz - Starting Over

Elevate Baby
Yea
Few times over
Yo Penhouse
Yea
I've hit rock bottom a few times over
It's hard but I'm tryna stay sober
Lost in my feelings
Girl will you come over
I'd be lying if I said
All I wanna do is hold ya
I just need you right now to comfort me
Dealing with these feelings that I'm confronting
It's like a war inside me I'm a soldier
It's like Call of Duty Respawning
Man I hate starting over
I know last time I said it'd be the last time
I know trusting what I say is probably asinine
But my past keep me stuck
It's like I'm trapped in time
Can't get over the trauma but man I have to try
Cuz I
Can't live like this no more
It's either change my ways
Or don't live no more
And I ain't tryna choose the latter
Know my disease is lying when it say I don't matter
Man them xannys turned my life to a disaster
Every time I relapse the bottom hits faster
I know recovery's an inside job
But inside my soul there's mad demons dog
I've hit rock bottom a few times over
It's hard but I'm tryna stay sober
Lost in my feelings
Girl will you come over
I'd be lying if I said
All I wanna do is hold ya
I just need you right now to comfort me
Dealing with these feelings that I'm confronting
It's like a war inside me I'm a soldier
It's like Call of Duty Respawning
Man I hate starting over
Please help I can't do this alone
But it's so fuckin hard just to pick up the phone
When I do
All I ever get is the tone
I look for you
But I don't ever find my way home
Oh noo
Trust me things can get ugly
Even in my own skin I never get comfy
In this meeting surrounded by custys
Ain't like them
I just need someone to love me
Taking addies tryna stay focused
But I'm still moving in slow motion
Suicidal in my self loathing
Cuz I used all my serotonin
I've hit rock bottom a few times over
It's hard but I'm tryna stay sober
Lost in my feelings
Girl will you come over
I'd be lying if I said
All I wanna do is hold ya
I just need you right now to comfort me
Dealing with these feelings that I'm confronting
It's like a war inside me I'm a soldier
It's like Call of Duty respawning Man
I hate starting over
Bitch

Written by:
justin raynard

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