Jaywop - Suffering

Went through the struggle
Like Nipsey we had to hustle
Cold world, yeah they leave us here to suffer
Cold world, yeah they leave us here to suffer but fuck it
They took my lil brother, my fucking brother
Shot em dead and they treat it like it's nothing
One to the head if I see em, imma bust em like fuck it
Like what the fuck I am supposed to do
How do you move on when you lose somebody that's so close to you
You can't feel the pain, I'm insane from what I'm going through
To erase the pain, Mama say he watching over you
Do you really feel it?
Niggas say they riding for you then they act like some bitches
These women, they two-faced and they always be switching
Been thinking bad thoughts, I'm feeling so pessimistic
I had to put my heart on ice cant get invested in feelings
I can not sleep at night, memories ain't feeling right
Life is a gamble just think twice before you roll the dice
I question god like why the fuck I'm here, why he ain't take my life
I can't escape the feeling, wonder why that's why I get so high
I'm asking god like what's my purpose
Like why I'm always feeling some way and always hurting
Time that I just show the real me, pull back the curtain
Want all this shit to just fade away, go head and Dirk it
I need somebody that's gone ride for me, please don't waste my time
I need somebody that's gone talk to me, got a lot on my mind
Need to relieve some stress
Weight of the world on my shoulders feel like I'm benching press
I just be acting so strong like an "S" up on my chest
But it's an X on my back, like Malcolm
Feeling like I'm a slave cause mentally I'm shackled
Physically, I'm just tired from trying to fight these battles
It's getting harder, and every day I'm just getting sadder
Aye man Long Live KT, Long Live Big Moe, Free Kenzie
Yunno what I'm saying I just been going thru a lot I just dont speak on it
It's personal to me, I just can't open up to everybody
Idk I'm at the point where I just gotta let it all out and express my pain
I hope you understand

Written by:
Jalen Lampkin

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