STX - Tempests (feat. Keyleigh Feener)
Save me from this hellI'm not myself
When your in my way
Can't undo your spells
Cause they're mixed unwell
Doesn't heal with pain
Take in all your hurt
What's it worth
If you don't change
Drag me through the dirt
Our bridges burn
Cause you thrive in flames
Tryna place the blame on me
Pray my people healing
Wish I could fight they demons
Got my own battles dealing
Rarely speak my grievance
When I do I'm screaming
Grinding teething feigning
Battle scars still bleeding
Leading troops to Zion
Nylon suits of armor
Steer through storms of trauma
Refunding gold from Ghana
I'm wearing knock-off Prada
Supporting hustling fathers
I know them custody problems
Been on the street corner court room say you teach horrors
Nah
You know you grow up and you make game winning shots and its awesome
And you come back the next day and you miss a game winning shot and its misery
And then the next day comes and your back playing again
And you understand that life has this cyclical nature
Where its-
You know what you do on Monday its fantastic but then Tuesday its a bad day
But guess what there's Wednesday
So are we just supposed to live our lives like this the whole time
You know
Versus just staying like this and understand that its really just a journey of evolution
Everyday is just constant improvement, constant curiosity, constantly getting better
The results don't really matter
It's the figuring out that matters
Been through all of this
What the fuck am I calling this
Purgatorial politics
Esoterically fatherless
He come around but problem is
Historically he leave his kids
To bear a cross of his creation
Many calls that I'm evading
Never thought that I would make it
Up from out that fucking basement
With hands over my ears praying please don't bust her face in
I wish I had cold cased him
Noise complaints from all our neighbors
Course, he done cops some favors
So they ain't gonna draw tasers
Broken ribs and bruised lungs reasons she can't breathe
And beating on her stomach why the two of you can't breed
And I am sick to mine, ma I'm sorry that you bleed
All them times you took them hits for me
How the fuck we end up distantly
Just wishing that you'd listen to me
Something might be missing from me
He stole it from the both of us
Disgusted by things I discuss
8 years old when woke you up after KOs
Still couldn't meet your exaltations
What were your expectations
10 when we slept in the car
Mickey D pancakes at dawn
October nights out on the porch
4 when he set fireworks to block out beers drank on the 4th
6 years old degrading me
11 when displacing me
You'd still fit that Christmas tree
Smashing dish plates, masonry
I was held up in the bathroom
Broken locks use drawers as them
There he go unhinged again
Doors and walls there's holes in them
You say him and I the same
Lying, beating, thief by name
But I was never blaming you
Act like I was shaming you
Even tried saving you
Turned on me said shame on you
Telling 12 I came at you
Ironic not the same as you
Was always tryna run things (call me president)
Way I handle some things (they call me revenant)
Dealing with some dumb things(you ain't relevant)
Always used to hum things(man fuck your sentiments)
Always running from things(I ain't a resident)
Could never handle some things(I ain't put much in it)
Dealing with some dumb things(you ain't relevant)
Always used to hum things(was how I handled it)
Dealing with some dumb things(you ain't relevant)
Always used to hum things(was how I handled it)
Dealing with some dumb things(you ain't relevant)
Always used to hum things(man fuck your sentiments)
Written by:
Kayleigh Feener, Nicholas Stilkey
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