Sadboy Slava - The Abyss

I look and I see that I have wasted my life
It's sad to say, and it's sad to exist this way
But that's just the truth, alright

Can I get some help over here 'cause I'm finding that I am not gonna hear it again
From you or anyone
I can stare at your pictures
I can stare at my face
I can look at the tears that keep dropping always
And I'll know that I just know you've won

I thought you were the one
But you just played games like everyone
I thought you were the one
But now you're the only one having fun

Can I leave this world tonight
I wish I could, I wish I could
When I look into your eyes
I despise myself
It's all been disguised
I don't want the seas to rise
I want the impartial to come and tell me that I'm not the one
I want something to happen
I want anything to happen
I don't want these tears to keep dropping
Or my fears to keep rising
Or all this to swallow me whole
I feel like my heart and my soul are empty
They're a little bit out of control
I can't even express the depths of the pain that I feel tonight
I just know that what you've done to me is not right

I've shed more water out of my tear ducts
Than I can ever remember giving fucks
I just know that it wasn't worth it after all
Because the happiness I felt doesn't come close to how far I fall

Every day
Every day
Every day
Every day
Every day
Every day
Every day
Every day
Every day
Every day
Every day

I look and I see that everyone is like me
I want to unsee just how dark things truly can be

I can't even help myself, how can I save anyone

Written by:
Sadboy Slava

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