Eleven 23 - Trust Issues

Look at you using sex as a weapon
Voluntarily open to its aggression
I see you stressing from every bit of depression
Cuz you didn't pay attention to the patterns preaching lessons
Now you spit at me your trauma
Seeking drama
Trying to push me to the point where I'm the next person to harm ya
Fighting karma
Probably ain't the best move
Get me in the mood
Trying to use me as a sex tool
You've been abused
Been abandoned
Beat and bruised
Bent the truth to live the lie that benefited you
Nihilistic
Narcissistic
What makes me be the type of prey to get in these predicaments
Cuz I listen
When you speak to me
Or maybe cuz you feel like I am trusted easily
Cuz I'm honest
Cuz I'm open
Cuz I'm bound to bring you vital breath when you are choking
Please
You've been choking by your own hand
Your self pity, really is a diabolical plan
Lack of self control
Gave you trust issues
You've got trust issues
I've got trust issues
Now it's like
He she they and them
We all got our trust issues
We don't have to play pretend
With these
Trust issues
These Trust Issues
I left you in the dust
And I don't miss you
Cuz you treated me like you treated yourself
And then expected me to be the guy to idolize your mental health
On the topic of your suicide
You made choose a side
If I wasn't there to be ride or die
Then you would fucking die
That would rest upon my conscious
And you would fucking love it
Cuz to you it was pissing contest
I'm susceptible to pain
I don't wanna have to read your name
Engraved on a grave stone
I just hope you understand
Why I let go
I just care about my soul
But you can't
Hold me down
Underground
And expect me not to fucking grow
You planted seeds
I gave em hope
So I'mma eat every fruit of labor
Cuz you don't know when Father Time will end your life and take ya
With this man in the mirror
I've had to face for many years
I've shed tears for him
And when I finally looked him eye to eye
I gave a cheers for him
And for the
First time
I realized
That these Trust Issues
All of these trust issues
Were my own to solve
Cuz I can't help out another
If I can't help out my own cause
All my old flaws
Firing my own Boss
That's my own loss
Stareing down my old ways
Telling them to hold off
Hold your applause
I don't need your acceptance
I don't need your perspective
I don't need any blessings
I don't need your protection
Cuz this speech weapon
Let me bleed from my lessons
As I reach for perfection
Let me reach
Let me reach
Let me grown all my seeds
Live in Peace
Spreading love how I fucking please
I wasn't meant to live my life on my knees
Cuz that's the type of shit that gave me all of these mother fucking
Trust Issues
Trust Issues
Trust Issues
Trust me it's an issue
Trust issues
Trust Issues
Trust Issues
Trust
In you

Written by:
Josh Alger

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