J.O.T.P_254 - Writer's block

Sometimes it feels like the grind ain't worth it
Feel like the plan ain't working
Been away for a while cuh I been in my file tryna find my purpose
Tryna lift these curses
Block on my mind, I've been feeling wordless
Bones getting weak as well cuh it's been two weeks since I opened the curtains

The well keeps drying
Stressed all day sending pages flying
If I told you I'm good, I'm lying
I feel like a part of my conscience dying

Maybe it's the haze
Cuh I feel like my brain's been frying
I keep on pushing for change
But still, how long can a man keep trying

Or maybe I needed a lesson
Maybe my mind is the key to the top and the pain is the seed to progression
That's the reason I keep on pressing
Up high, I swing for the fences
Still go hard when I'm weak and restless
Growth always comes with a test
Same old demon, different dresses

Made a fool of myself
Tryna please everyone else
Tired of preaching the word of deceit
But I know that the truth won't sell
Might take me a while to rebuild but I know that I still gotta firm my Ls
Truth ain't sweet when the times get peak
For the the ones that seek to prevail
It's hell

Trust me, it's hell
And deep down I've been burning
Everyday's a new chapter
But these pages ain't turning
I ain't linking no babes
My right hand could confirm it
Lemon H in my rizzla and my
Tea cup full of bourbon
Toking up in the session, stressing
Trying not look nervous
Acting like I'm on full swing
But in my mind there's no service
Waking up no clue what the day holds
I ain't ever certain
Only thing on my mind
How can I get rid of this burden?

Trust me it's peak
This life ain't calm for the week
I'm craving the view by the lake
I'm missing the palms on the beach
I wonder what more will take
The tunnel to dark to see
My pride and my will at stake
Coz surely there's nothing too hard for me

Why is it hard to see
Just hop on the mic, relax and speak
The landing ain't far believe
They still show me love for the last release
I smile as I spark the leaves
The rougher the ground
The higher the peak
I can't do much but dream my troubles away when I'm fast asleep

Written by:
Jacob Olawo

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