NeverxHappy - baby, I'm getting worse

It's three AM
And I called you again
And I'm lost in my head
I don't know what to think
I just know
That I got to get it off my chest
I just got to tell you how I'm feeling so depressed

Go ahead and take a guess
I've been drinking every fucking night
My life's a mess
And I carry too much fucking regret
I couldn't come to kill myself
So I fill my cup instead

So I fill my cup instead
Fill my lungs with smoke
It's getting clouded in my head
Rainstorms in my heart
I'm bleeding black and red
You always left my texts on read
You even look the other way
When we lay up in our bed
Baby shut the door, I'm dead

I could feel it inside your heart
That you really didn't want to go
It took everything out of you to say
Fuck it, and let me go
I told you that I'd change
But every time I kept on getting worse
Now you're gone and I can't reach you
So I'm writing this fucking verse

It fucking hurts
I can't fill the void
I'm only getting worse
I became a small town drunk
Fucking up my liver, till it doesn't fucking work
I guess that it's my turn to hurt

I'm guilty as charged
I scarred you for life
And I carry that in my fucking heart
Baby, be ruthless
Make me feel your pain

Make it slow
Let me drown in the rain
This storm won't end
I'm going mentally insane
Lately, I haven't been okay
But I deserve to hurt
Baby, I'm so ashamed

Baby, I'm so ashamed
Pour me up another one

It's three AM
And I called you again
And I'm lost in my head
I don't know what to think
I just know
That I got to get it off my chest
I just got to tell you how I'm feeling so depressed

Go ahead and take a guess
I've been drinking every fucking night
My life's a mess
And I carry too much fucking regret
I couldn't come to kill myself
So I fill my cup instead

Written by:
Christian Gulke

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