NeverxHappy - how I feel inside (feat. Yung Kell)

I'm always changing up my mind
To change up how I feel inside
Impulsive cause I ride to die
Get high as fuck to feel alright
I don't think that I'll change
I know I'm stuck I know I'm never going to be okay
I'm addicted to all of this god damn pain
I can't make this go away

I don't think that I'll change
I know I'm stuck I know I'm never going to be okay
I'm addicted to all of this god damn pain
I can't make this go away

I'm not alright

I take my meds
Feel the side effects
I don't think that I would be here
Without all my friends
I still pay the price
I genuinely can't change my mind
I'm praying for the day they stand in line
I make these songs so I can save a life

I don't want to pay somebody just to talk to me
So I record another song to get it off of me
Apparently this is my therapy
My thoughts racing now and they're scaring me

I still want you to give me that look you used to
Before the weed and alcohol that I abused
They say don't let the past control you let it fuel you
Well I'm still somewhere stuck in limbo I can't choose

I might just go take my meds I might just go take
I might just go take my meds I might just go take
I might just go take my meds I might just go take
I might just go take my meds I might just go take

I'm always changing up my mind
To change up how I feel inside
Impulsive cause I ride to die
Get high as fuck to feel alright
I don't think that I'll change
I know I'm stuck I know I'm never going to be okay
I'm addicted to all of this god damn pain
I can't make this go away

I don't think that I'll change
I know I'm stuck I know I'm never going to be okay
I'm addicted to all of this god damn pain
I can't make this go away

I'm not alright

Shift my mind up with the seasons
Close myself up, there's no reason
To feel like this, but man I'm bleeding
Black from my heart, I don't believe in myself

I don't believe in myself
I don't take care of my health
Spending all of my wealth
Smoking on that top shelf
Drinking truly like hell
Staying crossed can't you tell
Faded under your spell
Miss you and our talks about

Nights where we always fell
In love again
I fucked up yeah I know I did
You always want to think about
Feelings but I'm too shut out
Always make myself left out
Self inflected, shout me out
That's all I ever think about

I'm always changing up my mind
To change up how I feel inside
Impulsive cause I ride to die
Get high as fuck to feel alright
I don't think that I'll change
I know I'm stuck I know I'm never going to be okay
I'm addicted to all of this god damn pain
I can't make this go away

I don't think that I'll change
I know I'm stuck I know I'm never going to be okay
I'm addicted to all of this god damn pain
I can't make this go away

I'm not alright

Written by:
Christian Gulke, Kellen Reiner

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