Dehkewlz - What Caused This

I’m just
Reflecting on how i got here
All mistakes i made and the certain people that’s not here
Where I’m bout to go will i be considered as top tier
My current situation ain’t gorgeous but it don’t stop here
It started in Norfolk Virginia
Huntersville 2006
My mom and dad has just divorced
Man i was sad as can get
She got a new nigga I’m pissed
I use to shake his hand rough
Like you not my dad, I’ll get my dad to fuck this man up
He turned out to be a good dude
Just not for my mom
I hate the fact they change for better once they leave her and gone
Then wanna reminisce and tell me how they miss her
Why she still lonely, 40 plus, looking for mister
Perfect
My momma wasn’t good enough nigga?
She wasn’t worth it?
Everybody love Keh when they current shit isn’t working
It’s sad
I hear you niggas and laugh
For someone to love my mother right
I wanted so bad
Pistol City Virginia
2009 Elm Ave
Out Prentis Park and shit
We use to walk from there to the Dock
When it was dark and shit
Or be out Brighton hooping when the sun out
It’s tension and niggas
Pray nobody pull a gun out
Forreal
Like the dude that end up shooting in school
That was 2010 at Wilson
That year was a fool
And at that moment i knew
It was time for me to dip
Say goodbye to all my friends
Sad but had to get a grip
I told my mom that we can leave and we was out in like a split
Swear i won’t forget my niggas tho
On god don’t even trip
Fly young nigga in the burgh
Went to Woodland Hills
They was clowning my adidas
My Virginia feels
But i was happy to start over
I escaped a hell
No fr
Soon as i left they shot my brother Trell
This shit is real
Yo 6 to the chest
1 to the head
Thru Gods mercy he survived
Cause he should’ve been dead
Was playing ball and met a nigga i ain’t like at all
That turned out to be my brother over writing bars
Living legends in them times and moments we was lost
We fell a couple times but put aside our odds
2012 i graduated
Went straight to the navy
Pockets dry I needed sauce
That’s what got me gravy
Went on deployment, got some racks and did some shit too crazy
To talk about all in my raps
Just know the York amazing
2015 i gotta text im bout to have a baby
....damn, im bout to have a baby
Yo i was happy asf
Heard it’s a boy i started cry-ing
Like what we gone name him
Hmm, we should go with Kiyan
Then 2017 was the worst
From beginning to the end
Literally that shit was sad
Damn, where do i begin
Got my heart broke in February
Shit was different then
But i stayed cause our kid
She ain’t have no where to live
So in May i bought a crib
Proud to say i owe a home
I was living with my family but was feeling dumb alone
I had in house pussy but was dry asf at home
I got on my donell wondering where i belong
Or where i wanna be
I wasn’t happy with who was in front of me
Depressed asf like to the point i could’ve put a gun to me
To top it off
Got a call
October 26
Saying Kiy had a seizure
Thinking cool this can be fixed
Til i got there
And seen all of these doctors round his bed
Pull us to the side just to say he brain dead
How tf it go from seizure to this?
It turned to drama when the doctor said it wasn’t a seizure
It was from trauma
Sad and confused all i could do
Was fucking cry
The stories keep on changing
Somebody telling a lie
2 days later, pulled the plug and he died
Gone just like that, and i don’t know why
Its hard to stay this strong
Everyday tho i try
Now every single show got’m yelling fly high

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