Pain Free - A Crushing Blow of Euphoria (Straight to the Head)

I need stimulation just to make me feel better
Can't hide my issues, I'm too bad of a pretender
I'm feeling spaced out for some reason that's beyond me
Now I'm anxious, feeling like there's somebody behind me
When I'm at work it got me feeling like a zombie
Low on energy because your boy can't sleep
I wanna quit and be an artist, wanna take that leap
'Cause there's shit behind the words that I speak
Some shit I need to be heard
Sometimes I feel bad for feeling good
'Cause I don't even think that I deserve it
Sometimes I feel like I'm just not a good person
Need to fix that shit before it worsens
This is urgent, I've been hurtin'
The only thing I care about is getting overshadowed
By anxieties and working and more things that shouldn't matter
All I need is music and my fam and friends to exist
But now I just want to feel something better than this

I just need some more of the forced euphoria
I'm so sure of it
I'm a worrier
I'm a worrier
I'm tearing up at the seams
And I'm feeling everything, yeah I'm feeling everything

I just need some more of the forced euphoria
I'm so sure of it
I'm a worrier
I'm a worrier
I'm tearing up at the seams
And I'm feeling everything, yeah I'm feeling everything

I'm feeling everything
I'm feeling everything

I go to work and do my job because I gotta make a living
Tell my coworkers about me just to get some recognition
And yeah, I like my job to a certain degree
I make enough to stay afloat but not enough to break free
It's soul-crushing
People doubting me, they don't know nothing
The way I do my thing is just so stunning
I just like how music always makes me feel better
I crave some more pleasure, and art never fails me, ever
That's how I deal with shit, and you can see that I want it
You can find me making beats and shit at three in the morning
I be fuckin' up, it got me feeling so unimportant
But the music makes me happy even if for just a moment
I haven't been feeling alright lately
I'm tired of just going wherever my life takes me
It's a weird ebb and flow, there's a lack of control
It really isn't good for my soul

I just need some more of the forced euphoria
I'm so sure of it
I'm a worrier
I'm a worrier
I'm tearing up at the seams
And I'm feeling everything, yeah I'm feeling everything

I just need some more of the forced euphoria
I'm so sure of it
I'm a worrier
I'm a worrier
I'm tearing up at the seams
And I'm feeling everything, yeah I'm feeling everything

I'm feeling everything
I'm feeling everything

I got more expenses than funds
Got no time to do what I want
Got that ego death on my tongue
Got that motor breath in my lungs
I can't eat, and I cannot sleep
I can't laugh, and I cannot weep
Not okay and I don't know why
There's one more thing that I can try

I need a hit of euphoria to straighten my head
I need a hit of euphoria to straighten my head
I need a hit of euphoria to straighten my head
I need to straighten my head
I need to straighten my head

I need a hit of euphoria to straighten my head
I need a hit of euphoria to straighten my head
I need a hit of euphoria to straighten my head
I need to straighten my head
I need to straighten my head

Written by:
Guadalupe Tristan

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