Mera Khai - Identity Crisis

I know I always say I wanna fall in love
With somebody who could love me
The way I would
But I've found myself in a spiral
Of not knowing who I am

I don't know if I could love someone
Do I want the validation?
Or am I really caring for the other person?

If I don't want love, then what do I want?
I never know what I'm doing
So I just sit here
Am I really so apathetic, uncaring?
It's so pathetic
I'm so tired
I know I'm just a crowded mind

I have a weird way of living
Switching between euphoria, numb and not caring
If I could understand how I feel
Maybe I would see myself with better eyes

My perspective wouldn't be blurred
And I would believe I can love somebody else
Who's not my inner child
I don't know if these feelings are mine or not

If I don't want love, then what do I want?
I never know what I'm doing
So I just sit here
Am I really so apathetic, uncaring?
It's so pathetic
I'm so tired
I know I'm just a crowded mind

Written by:
Carmen Garcia

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