maddimk - Bitters

I drink my vodka with ginger beer
And right now, I think that I love you even though you're not here
And it's tough to say when that will end, my friend
I keep writing shit about you

I wake up in my queen-sized bed alone
And just for a second, before I get on my phone
I make up some faraway story
Imagine you're snoring in my ear

There's no reason why I should care
Cuz you never asked me to dinner again
And then you had a girlfriend, and you showed her off on the Internet
I'm not bitter yet

But I'm getting drunk on a Saturday evening
And right now, I think that I hate you cuz I'm still thinking
About the way you kissed me last week, I'm weak
I've been thinking about it all year

But there's no reason why I should care
Cuz you never asked me to dinner again
But then you had a girlfriend, and you showed her off on the Internet
I'm not bitter yet

But I wish that I could have gotten that same kind of affection
Cuz I stayed with you till four am while we talked through our depression
I've seen you lying on the pavement, you've seen my lying in your bed
Get so bored at every party, just wanna talk to you instead

And I don't care where you've been, I just care where you're going to
If your ghost came to haunt me, I would open up the door for you
I don't know what you did to get yourself tangled in my heartstrings
But I know you make me want to give up everything

This is sad poetry
Cuz I could be doing something else, oh, I could be free
But right when I least expect it, there you are calling me
Always been so damn in love with what's just barely out of reach

And anyways
There's no reason why I should care
Cuz you never asked me to dinner again
But then you had a girlfriend, and you showed her off on the Internet
I'm not bitter yet

But you're thirteen hours away again
You ask when I'll see you next and I can't pretend
That it's gonna be anytime soon
So I'll just have to have you inside my head

Written by:
Madison Krumins

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