Royal Ryan - DARK PLACE

It's almost daylight
I can't sleep
Yeah I'm in a dark place
During the day I feel okay
But at night
I feel like I'm in a death race
Nowhere to go
The pills only make it worse
Why am I still here
Am I cursed?
Feels like I'm the only one
No one understands me
It's almost daylight
I can't sleep
Yeah I'm in a dark place
During the day I feel okay
But at night
I feel like I'm in a death race
Nowhere to go
The pills only make it worse
Why am I still here
Am I cursed?
Feels like I'm the only one
No one understands me
Yeah this is a song for everybody out there feeling suicidal
Even if you think life won't get better It will
Once you do it it's final
No coming back
It's just a way out cut the rope
I remember in twenty-seventeen
I wanted to end it all I lost hope
If I was even able to sleep
I'd wake up in a puddle of my sweat
I'd lay there with tears coming down my eyes
Like why ain't I dead yet
Head pounding
If I owned a gun back then
I'd probably put a round in
And say adios
We all die anyway I suppose
But I didn't
So I'd lay there and pray for better days
I remember feeling lost so I'd go to church on Wednesdays and Sundays
And they would pray for me
It kept me going but life still wasn't the same
Everyday I felt insane in the brain
Like Cypress Hill
I lost so much weight cause I was taking so many pills
So I would eat more hoping it'd fill the emptiness in my heart
It didn't though
I felt like Post Malone everyday I was falling apart
My demons are smart
Playing hide and seek until midnight
So I'm awake
They're taking over my mind
I don't know If I can handle this fight
I think I'd feel better I wasn't here anymore
I don't even smile anymore
Cause on the inside I'm at war
I don't even want to do anything
There's nothing to live for
I think my anxiety and depression is hiding what I'm trying to find
I lay at night telling God I learned my lesson
Is it cause I'm a bad person that I'm still blind?
Please just give me a sign
I don't want to live in this dark place
It feels like I'm just floating all alone
Out in the abyss of outer space
What should I do?
Should I down a whole bottle?
Should I take some more pills?
Or should I read the gospel?
I need some answers
Should I go find some rope?
Maybe I just need a gun
Cause I have no hope
It's almost daylight
I can't sleep
Yeah I'm in a dark place
During the day I feel okay
But at night
I feel like I'm in a death race
Nowhere to go
The pills only make it worse
Why am I still here
Am I cursed?
Feels like I'm the only one
No one understands me
It's almost daylight
I can't sleep
Yeah I'm in a dark place
During the day I feel okay
But at night
I feel like I'm in a death race
Nowhere to go
The pills only make it worse
Why am I still here
Am I cursed?
Feels like I'm the only one
No one understands me

Written by:
Austin Knight

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