Engrave - Twenty Two

I'm fucking burdened
By the weight
Of my conscience
I carry weight on my back
From the years past
Can't face this
I'll bury it away
Can't show my weakness
All the nights that you spent haunting my dreams
You're fucking dead to me
No matter what it seems
I won't follow you to the end of the world
There's more to me than losing you
Fuck everything you put me through
I can't admit that it's all my fault
Self-sabotage
Watching my empire fall
Starting over doesn't feel the same
Now I'm losing sight of what it means
I don't feel a thing it's such a shame
Break apart I'm tearing at the seams
You know my patience is wearing thin
Strung out, fucked up, in the state I'm in
We don't need to complicate it, it's quite alright
A thousand lessons you won't learn in a lifetime
Blackout
Can't find the end of the bottle
Just a way to forget
All the shit
Making me fucking sick
I'm fixated on the past
On things that never last
Something that I can't grasp
So sick of being outcast
I'm stuck in this mindset
I'm buried in regret
You're fucking dead to me
Starting over doesn't feel the same
Now I'm losing sight of what it means
I don't feel a thing it's such a shame
Break apart I'm tearing at the seams
You know my patience is wearing thin
Strung out, fucked up, in the state I'm in
We don't need to complicate it, it's quite alright
A thousand lessons you won't learn in a lifetime
I don't wanna be alone anymore
I don't wanna be alone anymore
I'm sick of seeing your face
Of always hearing your voice
Wish I could make myself believe
You're fucking dead to me
Are you dead to me
Are you dead to me

Written by:
Alec Wegmann, Austin Sczytko, Brad DiLorenzo

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