Mija L Edwards - My Letter

Dear Lord this is my letter to you
I now realize that I have been mistreating you to an extent Want to tell you that I'm sorry for it
And now I just need to let out every little bit of my heart
pick it apart til I figure out
How to get it out

Already know how it came about
And because I know it's wrong I want to stop
Can't let it go on too long can't let it have me on lock
I gotta break it right now before it's too late
And I already know I ain't got no time to waste

So I'm repenting now Lord please forgive me
For my mistakes and any others that I may not see

On my journey tryna get to you in heaven
Thinking about you and serving you 24-7
Always thinking and feeling like I'm satisfying you
Even when I know not what I really do

Basically God what I don't do
Is open up my mind and heart completely to you
Now it's not planned and not intentional
So my thoughts have to be three dimensional
To deal with this complicated situation

And get through it without a lot of frustration
Now God I'm tryna get to the bottom line
Of why I somewhat treat you like the average guy

It's like I need them to push their way in my heart
And the winner is the one that pulls out the dart
That holds and keeps all my pain and hurt inside
That I can't get out no matter how hard I try
This is something that started when I was very young
Now I'm grown and still biting my tongue

Every time I think I have to share my feelings
Cause I feel like I'm not able but I know I'm willing
To open up to you it's just so hard
To express my feelings and remove these scars
But I have to cause I'm committing a sin

Every time you're around and I don't let you in
I hope and pray that to me you come right to
Instead of me just pushing my way to you
I have to let go and give you the praise

With my head held high and my hands raised
I want to worship you in spirit and in truth
And if the devil try to stop me I'll shake him loose
I need a closer relationship with you Lord

Feel my soul with joy don't want to be bored
I want to move my feet I want to clap my hands
I want to move to the beat just let go and dance
And I pray that we can come closer together
Thanks that's the end of my letter

Written by:
Mija Edwards

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