Natarowei - I Don't Know How to Love Myself and Someone Else At the Same Time

Maybe it's just my attention span
I can't keep up with all of the demands
It wasn't part of my plans
I only have two hands
I only have one mind
Ah, ah, oh, oh, oh, oh

I haven't seen me for days
I went away
I don't know where to
But I miss you

I really need you now
I thought you would never leave me again
You said that you'd help
Oh, oh

You said I don't need help
You said that you wouldn't leave me again
But now you've gone away and I don't know where you are
I need you with me
I can't do this alone

Why have you gone away
What is it that I have done to make you go astray
I didn't mean to
I'm doing the best that I can do
I'm doing the best that I can do
I guess I could do better though for you

I will do better now yeah
I will do better for you
I'll do better now
I'll do better now
I will do better now for you
I'll do better for you
I'll do better now
I'll do better

I promise I can do better, yeah
I felt like I was giving you my all
But maybe I was lying to myself
I have been known to do that before
I can be in denial
I'm really good at that

I can deny it
I can deny it
I can just tell myself lies
Yeah
I know I self-sabotage all the time

I'm really good at that
That is another one of my abilities
I'm really good at doing that to myself
Why do I do it though
I need to love myself
I really do
I really do

So why am I not showing it to me
But I can show it to you
Maybe I only have enough love to give to me
And not to anyone else, too

Do I have to choose
One or the other
Is that how it's gotta be

It can't be true
I can't be the one
Is it me or is it you

I shouldn't have to choose
I'm not gonna choose

Written by:
Nata Rowei

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