Indigo Gnosis - Autumn (Fall)

God knows im lost inside the bar
Ready to fall
Autumn
I feel so numb to what ive become
And still im here
I feel so far gone but the pain is in touch
There is no love
I fear
That they wont see what i can be
Before i leave
Autumn

Im doing my best to hold on
Prospering against all odds
Working on songs all day
Trying to get out of this low state
I hate this place
I look at the waste
And put my hands to my face
Nothings changing
In time I'm faded
Tired of waiting
Have i lost my patience
I land in the dirt and soul search
Fighting the thought in my mind that this won't work
I feel cursed for even standing on this earth
With all that has been said
I will do this until the end
And if i falter ill get back up and do it again
We suffer to find out were stronger than the beating permits

God knows im lost inside the bar
Ready to fall
Autumn
I feel so numb to what ive become
And still im here
I feel so far gone but the pain is in touch
There is no love
I fear
That they wont see what i can be
Before i leave
Autumn
God knows im lost inside the bar
Ready to fall
Autumn

I hate this place
I hate myself for showing her this pain
I loathe inside the darkness pushing my hands into my face
Im trying to pull in the love but the light has lost its way
Struggle in abundance put these demons in their grave
Cant fall asleep my minds racing in a maze
Stuck awake until i pass out and empty all this rage
Saturated songs they make tracing what i say
Im not tripping your hallucinating if you think your higher ranked
Cant break my pace its unstoppable like me smoking dank
Hitting all these strains got my brain in a haze
Lifting up these spirits for the chase
Im looking for a change but i always stay the same

Written by:
Francisco Ortiz

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