Indigo Gnosis - A Denial

I want to rot away
I hate my flesh fuck this place
I walk with death stuck in the way
My soul is hexed in a world that degrades
My spirit has left
I want to rot away
I hate my flesh fuck this place
I walk with death stuck in the way
My soul is hexed in a world that degrades
My spirit has left

Maybe its because i grew up with less
Maybe its because my parents up and split
And i was always living with someone else kids
Maybe its because the system did me in
Maybe its because my environment
Turned me nutty like some psych ward shit
Maybe my heart died before the end
Maybe I've saw too much pain in the eyes of my friends
Maybe i feel like i cant make amends
Or maybe I'm lost in the dark and the light cant commence
Maybe i lost my way
Maybe i think too much and it fucks up my day
Maybe no one can understand me and what I've became
Not even myself I'm crashing with the waves
Battling with change the inspiration fades
I feel dead anyway
Fuck what they say
Matter or fact i want them to hate
None of you bitches are doing shit
Your all just a bunch of sheep to the sage
Fuck it all I'm down to fall
Came to the conclusion that I'm just a sick little joke in the eyes of GOD
Kakarot bumped his head and dropped his thoughts
Im so fed up with patience gone and no i don't want no help from no one
I fill this shit with power feel the rage courageous fuck a coward
Fuck it I've been weak so I'm cooking up some heat

Im outer my innards devour
Whats inward is central to cower
A judge to the life
Caught in the shadow
The suffering goes deep
Even if the struggle is shallow
Im outer my innards devour
Whats inward is central to cower
A judge to the life
Caught in the shadow
The suffering goes deep
Even if the struggle is shallow
Ugh Hopefully they don't see me different
I want to rot away
I hate my flesh fuck this place
I walk with death stuck in the way
My soul is hexed in a world that degrades
My spirit has left
Hoping that they see me different
I don't feel these tears
Whats fear nothings real
We come to kill kill kill kill
I can hear my heart beat racing
As you can see my art is pain in the tracing
What creates me is make believe
Ive been weak I've been deceived by myself
What is free what is this burden that i bare
Life's not fair and i don't care i swear
I swear that i don't care
A Denial A Denial A Denial

Written by:
Francisco Ortiz

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