Zay Marr - In My World

Welcome to my world
Yeah, yeah
I'm in my world
I'm in my world
I'm in my world
I'm in my...
Take me away
I just really wanna be free today
Living everyday like a freak of nature
I don't understand why I was born this way
Never fitting in with the kids my age
Eleven years old, I must be a stranger
I been feelin' crazy man I need some space
An extraterrestrial nuisance
Why can't I be with the cool kids
They always just seem to avoid me
So I just zone out and get lost in the music I do
I'm writing, I'm writing I'm fighting back tears
My emotions are flowing, flow right through my pen
But I don't want nobody to see it
So I just escape and go hide on my planet alone
I'm in my world
I'm in my world
I'm in my world
I'm in my...
I'm insecure
This is something I ain't said before
Talking 'bout it really gets me sore
But to be honest I feel the depression
I caught my girl cheating, I hate this world
If I die right now maybe she will mourn
If I jump off a bridge, I'll be dead for sure
Looking down at these deadly waters
Take me now and I'll be at peace
Full of pain, I don't know where God is
Left me here and I'm so cold
Life is shattered, I'm empty-hearted
Feel so numb so why not just leap
All these thoughts will now die in silence
No one's here to say don't go
I'm in my world
I'm in my world
I'm in my world
I'm in my...
Man I'm addicted
To a substance that I can not kick
Doing things that I never thought I'de do
Taking drugs in a basement, isolation
I'm enslaved and I can't change it I've
Been escaping from the same things
That have plagued me since my youth
Always hate myself, ugh
All I do is fail, ugh
With my mental health, ugh
I should seek some help but
I'm not gonna reach out
I'mma tell 'em peace out
Wanna be free but it's deep, deep, deep down
I been feelin' beat down
Lookin' for the way out
Can I get a savior right now, hey
I have been told
to go to a meeting so maybe I'll go
They just might help me get clean for real
Hope that they do cus I need to heal
Aye Aye (AA)
That is my goal
Turn this misfortune I have into gold
Living so lost I want back on the road
God is my GPS guiding me home
I welcome you here to my globe
I hope that you see what I've been through
It isn't too pretty, I know
But I couldn't keep it held inside
By sharing the pain I pray
That maybe my struggles could help you
I have nothing left to say
But thank you for joining me
In my... world

Written by:
Isaiah Marr

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