Storm Commander - I Don't Know

I don't know what to do with this life I was given
Wasting my time and it doesn't feel like living
Saying that i'm fine when i really want to give in
I wish i could take it back to the beginning

Sleeping in all day
I'm away at night
And I don't know
How to take control of my life
I used to be okay
But now i'm not alright
You could take the pain away
But i'm too afraid to fight

We were young
I had fun
But no one really knew me
Next thing you know
I'm dropping out of uni
Can't hold down a job
And i'm nothing but a problem
Where have all my friends gone
I guess that I lost them

Somewhere on the way
I stopped fitting in
I don't know what to say
I don't know where to begin

(Go to bed
Fully clothed
Am I dead
No one knows
In my head
Things I don't know how to show)

I don't know
What to say to you
And I don't
Know what to do
Should I go
Or leave it up to you
(I'll leave it up to you)

I don't know
What to say to you
And I don't
Know what to do
Should I go
Or leave it up to you
(I'll leave it up to you)

So now I gotta choose
What I really wanna lose
Do throw away the pain
That i've been holding on to
'Cause it's driving me insane
And I don't know what to do
But i'm scared i'll stay the same
And then i'll end up loosing you

And i'm so used to
Everything that i've been put through
Wish that I could redo
Every time i'd see you
Tell me what to do
And I swear that i'll try
But it's so hard when
Every promise is a lie

And I have to realise
There's a reason we're alive
You keep closing your eyes
And you'll never survive
And I want a better life
So i've got to get this right
Start to live in the light
But there are things we cannot fight

But it's gonna be alright
Just keep holding on tight
Keep your dreams in sight
And you'll be just fine

(Go to bed
Fully clothed
Am I dead
No one knows
In my head
Things I don't know how to show)

I don't know
(I don't know)
What to say to you
(What to say to you)
And I don't
(And I don't)
Know what to do
(Know what to do)
Should I go
(Should I go)
Or leave it up to you
(I'll leave it up to you)

Written by:
Ellie Potter

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