HeartAttack Kid - Lost Mind

I have a lost mind
Every time I fix it
It comes back every time
Don’t know where to go
Every time I think of you
I just wanna die
You don’t get it
I’m at my limit
Like a pilot losin control
My life’s a hole
My life’s suicidal
My bones are critical
My hearts crucial
I’m just out of fuel
My skeleton is empty
My heads bout to blow
It’s from getting outta bed
To the aggression in my head
You ever wanted to be dead?
I have, about a million times
So I just sit and rhyme
This shit happens every time
I wish someone picked up the phone
But instead, I hear the dial tone
I’m slowly brittling to the bone
I’m tired of this feeling, this crying
My eyes are always puffy
Because life is shitty
I’m In This dark place
Minds always in space
Keep at my own pace
Life’s always been a race
Tried to always get 1st place
But usually just stuck in last place
Should I get a counselor
I don’t really know
I just wanna go with the flow
Nobody’s on my level
I can see the devil
He’s smiling at me now
Put my hands together, and say grace
God says I’m here, but I’m just insane
Talk about pain, it’s what I gain
Hurting from the top to bottom
Bottom of the bottle
But these pills yeah, they on top
I’m feeling dizzy, kinda tired
Time to stand up, and grab the wire
I look down, yeah I’m hanging now
Theres Glass all over the floor
Now I look up, shit it’s all over now
Suicide just ain’t a joke, please listen
Every time I talk bout it, I choke
Wish I just woke up from this dream
This dream called reality
Happiness isn’t in my book sadly
You don’t understand what I been through
Don’t worry y’all, this shit ain’t new
I just wish I knew what to do
Only thing I knew was grab the noose
Life’s always been a choice
Wish someone just heard my voice
Hearts slowly just breaking
Only thing I know is this life I’m taking
It’s gunna be music that I keep making
God please save me, and bless me
Lord please save me, im on my knees
I pray to you every single day
To put this pain away
So the last words are
Just bury me with a shovel and a pail

Written by:
Cody Hartle

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