Teki No Teki - Contradiction
Total contradiction Drown out without mention
Always feeling up when I'm downing this prescription
Total contradiction Drown out without mention
Always feeling up when I'm downing this prescription
Am I normal yet yet normal I am
Am I normal yet yet normal I am
Total contradiction Drown out without mention
Always feeling up when I'm downing this prescription
Hi what are you on
I'm on everything mixed with everything hoping everyday
That this will fix me in any kind of way
But… they still stare
Looking at us like we're not all there
We been all here All here we been
Did I say we when I really meant me
That's what they said
The voice in my head
I take all those meds and he's still not dead
He just gets louder and louder instead
Mentally broken I physically tortured myself
Nobody would help
That's how me turned into we
I thought it be better for someone to see even that someone was me
I got the devil on both shoulders
He shoulders me the burden
Of my curse
My bad omen
I can't focus on the future
Cause I'm too worried about my past
Stuck inside the same gaze
To afraid of happiness cause it never last
Total contradiction Drown out without mention
Always feeling up when I'm downing this prescription
Total contradiction Drown out without mention
Always feeling up when I'm downing this prescription
Am I normal yet yet normal I am
Am I normal yet yet normal I am
Total contradiction Drown out without mention
Always feeling up when I'm downing this prescription
I wish I was a monster so all the dirty looks would fit
But instead I'm just me so I'm broken as shit
To sad to shed a tear waste of time being here
Listening to the voices only I can hear
Death would the easy route
Murder to expected
I want to do it different
I actually want to fix it
Fiction and reality they blend in my mentality
The voices are reality I'm being forced down like gravity
Hard to ask for help
When you've been helpless this long
The voices say I'm better
But the doctors say I'm wrong
The voices give opinions
Without the thought of consequence
All the bad decisions I make
The voices play the victim
To be Frank it's me against me
Until me turned into we
Now its we against he
To bad I'm not he
So say goodbye to we
It's over you see
Written by:
Freddie Wilson
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