Jpeez - Unspoken Message

Sometimes
Sometimes I wonder if
Finding beauty in absence
Is just finding comfort in denial
Love is unconditional until
Relationships become conditions
Until obligations become options
Sometimes
Sometimes I wonder if I was
Taught to love so much just so
I could love me enough just so
Dreams felt more like reality
Just so good felt great but great
Only makes an appearance sometimes
So sometimes
Love seems to great to catch

Back when I was younger
Life was like a dream
Couldn't understand all the things
Surrounding me
Trust my mother
Trust my grandma
Trust my
Thought that I could trust you too
I was so confused
A billion men prolly walking
On this earth but still
I'm gone look up to you
Never put ya name down
Elevated thoughts of you
Now it's hard to find a phone
But I gotta talk to you

You'll never see em coming down
My eyes so I gotta make this song
You can't see em coming down my uhh
Now I gotta make the song cry
Awkward silence know we struggle
Then we suffer
But still I never put no one above ya
Cloudy days came to rain
But we ducked em
Want you to never question
That I love ya

Visits came less
Then calls came more
Calls came less
And now I'm unsure
Moved up top then it all went wrong
Holding back these feelings
While I internally mourn
Reminiscing back and forth
It was trips queens to bk
Used to have to promise mom
It's gone be okay
Cuz I got Ari wit me
I had Gianna wit me
And I had TT wit me
Tay was with me
You was with me
Bigger pictures gotta thank Tay forever
Blessed cuz that's my brother
And he brought us back together
Gotta thank Marlene for always
Taking care of me
Never meant no harm
But she always put some fear in me
Thankful for my sisters graduation
Nine years done went by
And now its no relation
Deception lead depression
But I'm not regretting
All these Obstacles in life
I use them as a lesson and thats for real

You'll never see em coming down
My eyes so I gotta make this song
You can't see em coming down my uhh
Now I gotta make the song cry
Awkward silence know we struggle
Then we suffer
But still I never put no one above ya
Cloudy days came to rain
But we ducked em
Want you to never question
That I love ya

Written by:
Jennifer Ñunez, Justin Parkes

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