Nosforatu - Spirit Guide

Dedicated to the memory of my beautiful angel and mother
Pernetha Riley Owens
Rest in power queen
But not really cause I need you right here

Please Pernetha I really need ya
Reach this creature
Teach me I can be a leader
I need a spirit guide
Cause I know that I ain't living right
Please Pernetha I really need ya
Reach this creature
Teach me I can be a leader
I need a spirit guide
Cause I know that I ain't living right

Where your love at Pernetha
I really need it
Where your light at Pernetha
I cannot see it
I don't even go to church
They calling me a demon
I don't even know the last time I talked to Jesus
Yeah I do last night before I went to sleep and
I been thinking about you and all the things you teach me
I been thinking about you and now my face is leaking
So I grab my ouija board and hopefully you speaking
I need you now more than ever
We had a bond that only death can sever
They can't understand cause they not on our level
Only you knew how I felt about the devil
But you did not judge
You said it made me special
Tearing me up but I'll hold it together
So many things that I wanted to tell ya
But I wrote you this song instead of a letter

Please Pernetha I really need ya
Reach this creature
Teach me I can be a leader
I need a spirit guide
Cause I know that I ain't living right
Please Pernetha I really need ya
Reach this creature
Teach me I can be a leader
I need a spirit guide
Cause I know that I ain't living right

Assholes how they think I healed so fast
Like your life don't matter
Ever since you passed it just made me madder
That my world went crash and my dreams got shattered
I'll admit I'm bad
I wanna see their brains splattered
I lost my grasp
I been slipping down the ladder
That's why I need you as my spirit guide
Cause I know that I ain't living right
I went to the darkness
And fell in love a lot of bit
I have zero tolerance when people talk a lot of shit
I get sarcastic quick
I be on my monster shit
The opposite of you I know
Sad though it's true
But in order for people to see you
In this life then I gotta be you
Remember the things that you teach too
Only perfect love cast out evils

Please Pernetha I really need ya
Reach this creature
Teach me I can be a leader
I need a spirit guide
Cause I know that I ain't living right
Please Pernetha I really need ya
Reach this creature
Teach me I can be a leader
I need a spirit guide
Cause I know that I ain't living right

I need you in my life
I want you by my side
I need a spirit guide
I know that I ain't living right
I need you by my side
I Wish you were alive
I need a spirit guide
I know that I ain't living right

Written by:
Antoine Owens

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