A-Dub - This Ain't Easy
One minute I love you, next minute I hate you
Should have known that I'd messed up from the minute I played you
It's hard 'cause at first sight you gave me what I wanted
But more often than not, you left me disappointed
And angry like Damn G, how you controlling Andy
You can't do this to me, surely not bitch it can't be
Go out with all the lads while they're drinking and buzzing
I'm standing in the corner, pushing your buttons
But you never reacted so that just made me mad
I swear you've taken from me everything I had
And I feel I'm getting closer as I'm climbing the ladder
But you leave me with nothing and I walk away sadder
I was attracted to you 'cause I've seen what you can give
But most the time you piss on me and don't give me shit
I thought that we could have a plan on how to get rich
It didn't work out but I'm still stuck with this bitch, shit
Ohhh, please believe me, tryna walk away isn't easy
Tryna get on with my life through the struggle and the strife
Please believe this ain't easy
Ohhh, please believe me, tryna walk away isn't easy
Tryna get on with my life through the struggle and the strife
Please believe this ain't easy
I'd always be with you, every minute I'd hound you
Lying to my family say I wasn't around you
I'll admit it, I get angry, sometimes I'd pound you
My life would be much better if I never fucking found you
I hate what you've done to me you've ruined my life
And it's fucked cos I ain't talking 'bout a girl or a wife
I'm talking bout this shit where I'm losing all my money
Gambling addiction ain't a joke it isn't funny
Lying to the ones closest to your heart
Spending all your ones chasing on a heart
Or a diamond or a spade and that spades dug my grave
I need to take a break from this I need to get away
I really need to stop this shit before it gets too late
But fuck it dealer hit me up I'll try another day
Half an hour later spent my whole pay packet
I guess it's time for me to just admit that I'm an addict
Ohhh, please believe me, tryna walk away isn't easy
Tryna get on with my life through the struggle and the strife
Please believe this ain't easy
Ohhh, please believe me, tryna walk away isn't easy
Tryna get on with my life through the struggle and the strife
Please believe this ain't easy
I still think about you every single day
Tryna get you out my head but you won't go away
And even when I sleep you're still there in my dreams
And when I walk past I still stare at those machines
When I first saw you man who would have thought
That 15 years on You'd have me standing in court
I lost my fucking job for you and now I get this
Thirty grand in debt you must be taking the piss
Signing the papers feeling relieved like thank fuck
25 years old and I'm bankrupt
Where did it go wrong, how did we end up here
Gathering my thoughts while I'm sipping on a beer
Next thing I'm drunk and think that I might get lucky
Same result every single time you're gonna fuck me
My shoulders getting heavy, hard to carry this shit
I fucking hate you I wish I never married this bitch
Ohhh, please believe me, tryna walk away isn't easy
Tryna get on with my life through the struggle and the strife
Please believe this ain't easy
Ohhh, please believe me, tryna walk away isn't easy
Tryna get on with my life through the struggle and the strife
Please believe this ain't easy
Written by:
Andrew Wheeler
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