Godamit - Blessed (23)

What is life to a brudda like me
Clean heart can't let a gutter mind sleep
I once had a lisp and I'd stutter slightly 
But couldn't see a life beyond spitting on beats 
My teens were one long rough patch, his 
Role models long absent
If love exists, it ain't accessed, I axed it
Ambitions Ab-Soul but can't abstain absinth 
Excess cigs in ashtrays, fuck patches
Drunk antics, cuffs on mans wrists
Puff puff no pass, one man ting
Black heart, black liver, black lips 
Went from re-ligious activist to re-living madnesses 
Against the whole atlas, a callous kid
A voice in the back says I'm slacking 
But fuck ad-libs and fuck practice
Convinced I was the best at no more then 10 
I am what I said, no more pretend 
Aint mended nah but no need to tend 
To old wounds, 23, ain't getting any younger 
Caught in the past, can't judge a future, no wonder 
Woke from my slumber with restless impatience  
Sensed I had missed my station 
Too much of my life I ain't yet lived
Maybe i'm delusional
Now there is a thought that I won't let sink
There ain't an experience of mine that regret ain't pinched 
Or over thinking
So don't pinch me I'm dreaming and would not dream of blinking 
You say you believe bro 
But I'm using Cerebro, I can see you thinking 
An asian boy rapping, no label would want him 
The moment he's honest, it's labelled as conscious
They won't peep, unless he's speaking bout keys
And he hates social media, how you gonna keep up
I ain't got an answer or a market, yet 
Bet, I swing through the web with my parker pen
Been in sickness, but the message has been sent 
If I can flow holy water for a living, I been blessed 
Blessed
I'm bless, I'm bless, I'm bless
I know I been blessed 
Blessed 
I'm bless, I'm bless, I'm bless
I know I been blessed 
Blessed 
I'm bless, I'm bless, I'm bless
I know I been blessed 
If I can flow holy water for a living, I been blessed 
Blessed
I'm bless, I'm bless, I'm bless
I know I been blessed 
Blessed 
I'm bless, I'm bless, I'm bless
I know I been blessed 
Blessed 
I'm bless, I'm bless, I'm bless
I know I been blessed 
If I can flow holy water for a living, I been blessed 

Written by:
Amit Cholera

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