YOUNGBOY TY - Self Discovery

I feel like this time shit just got me tripping
I ain't really tryina be alone in my feelings
I ain't really tryina be all up in your business
I ain't tryina be a back fall up on your decisions
I ain't tryina be second place in your life
You know if you don't treat me right girl, then you won't be my wife
I'm wanting something real but you ain't give it to me
So if you don't straighten up then this gone be your testimony
All I ever wanted was for you to be real
But you never gave me that, girl I thought we had a deal
I showed you my love but you threw it all away
Now I'm done with all the bitches
Yeah, I'm done with all the games
I threw you all my love but all you throwing back is shade
I thought you really loved me but now all you show is hate
I said that you're the best girl but I don't think I meant it
Now I'm making up my mind, yeah I'm making my decision
I just let you hurt me 'cause I let you get to close to me
I opened up my heart, just to the wrong girl apparently
You be my sun and moon and you can take away my life from me
I'll give it as a sacrifice so it don't end so violently
You wanted all my heart but you ain't never staying true to me
Now I think I should drop you and that's due to all the scrutiny
I'm thinking I should drop you 'cause of everything you do to me
I'm thinking I should drop you 'cause of everything you do to me
You ain't showing real love, all you show is fake
You don't care about me, you just playin games
I showed you who I am even at my lowest point
Yeah, that's something that I never showed nobody before
I'm pouring out my heart to you but you ain't never listen
Now you never know what's up with me, it's 'cause your indecision
Now I'm turning to the drugs 'cause they the only ones that listen
Now my only friends names are called the perkies and the xannies
Shouting out for help just so somebody can hear me
Someone pull me out of this eternal hell I'm living
Yeah, I'm walking on the earth but I don't even feel alive no more
Now I'm to the point where I don't know what I should live or die for
I feel like this time shit just got me tripping
I ain't really tryina be alone in my feelings
I ain't really tryina be all up in your business
I ain't tryina be a back fall up on your decisions
I ain't tryina be second place in your life
You know if you don't treat me right girl, then you won't be my wife
I'm wanting something real but you ain't give it to me
So if you don't straighten up then this gone be your testimony
I wanted you so bad that I gave up everything
I gave up my whole life, I forgot my fucking name
Now I don't know who I am, don't know who I'm meant to be
But I'm coming right back with all my self discovery

Written by:
Tyler Ingles

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