Naay2wice - Purple Hearts

Put the nine to my head pull the trigger it was empty
I'm Scared of my own thoughts cus I know I got it in me
Purple Hearts purple ribbons never planned on seein twenty
I'm alive it's time to face my pain I'm drained out from the running
I pray to god keep the faith know that better days are coming
I spoke about my pain the ones I trust thought it was funny
I Dealt with a pretty bitch till things started getting ugly
Now I'm focused on a better me resilient get this money
Yeh
I be thankin god every day for not takin me
I been sinnin but he still chose to awaken me
I pray he take out anybody that be fake to me
And any fuck nigga claim they real but they betrayin me
I be livin life I'm still dealin but the pain don't show
Po up Henny wit no chaser got me movin slow
I been hurting for a minute I can't take no more
Do some thangs n Change my ways hope one day I grow
Mind racin, demons chasin but can't speak bout it to none
Deal with shit all on my own a lonely world it ain't no fun
L's come before the M's jus like the letters in the alphabet
Single mother love her always Made sure my mouth was fed
Pray god bless me so that i can put some blessings on my people
An Use everything I been thru as my fuel like it's some diesel
Painted the picture of my life on the ground ain have no easel
Livin check to check stressin now we livin peaceful
Been Killin shit single handedly just like that nigga boobie
Grew up west side of my city now I'm livin like the movies
Was not heat up in the car be below zero hope not to freeze
Now they floatin tryin ride my wave would think they was a booey
I was tripped up feelin like I was a waste of space
Intoxicated smokin dope till I can't feel my face
Unmotivated I can't fail I gotta find a way
Every day I pray that I can really make a change
An To be honest I don't fuck wit niggas they be actin flaw
By my lonely gettin money stuntin vibe be really raw
I jus wanna feed my people every single time they call
If my momma ain't put up then fuck it I ain't finna gon ball
Been on a mission an they see it so they prayin that i fall
But I'm comin fuck the odds i ain for them gon take it all
Face to face wit barriers but i been know to break them walls
Me against the world and know that for my dream ill risk it all
Cus I remember pullin a nine to my head it was empty
I coulda been dead but its a reason that he sent me
Gotta find the why think that its to change my family living
Fucked up past but in the present I'm jus knowin gifted
I jus pray that he forgive me
Now im pushin for a reason
Second chance at life
Alotta wrongs I'm changin makin right
I'm blessed
I'm blessed

Written by:
Nashya Johnson

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