BIG JERM & BILL WAVES - JEWELZ

It's Big Waves
Think they ever gave a fuck about me? naw
Now they're gonna remember how they knew me all of a sudden, when they see me put out the most gorgeous music to come out of my city, since it was about 2012
So I don't hang out with mother fuckers, I just hope you feel what I wrote
The closest thing I get to chilling is riding my skateboard, but that's only food for the soul
I kind of feel sorry my flow is twenty times smoother than yours, and you grew up listening to all the hits but they don't make your girl move like this does
You don't shine through, I glisten like gold
Point breeze squeezed out more than one diamond just from all the pressure, so now I'm a jewel in this world bitch
Much brighter than a Swarovski box logo
Used to use brand names to validate myself before I had a name of my own
All those winters calibrating my scale for pairs of rare Vans, to fuck them up out breaking them in the snow
Your listening to the real thing, not what your used hearing people talk about being their whole life
Somehow it's just who I am in my soul
This is two hundred times what you wrote, I'm in a whole other place in space and time from what you know
A different part of the mind so pay close attention to what you don't
I got used to reaching my goals, used to be a thief but now I'll give back until it equals about two hundred times what I stole
These are the details you can't make up, I pray our father in heaven I never fold
This is borrowed time, I should've been dead in 09, eight, seven, six, five, or 04
The kid with beautiful blonde hair but toxic chemicals in my nose
Whoa!
It's The Yellow Ghost!
Skin pale from the yellow coke
I remember watching my friends mom overdose at 17 years old, and thinking if I steal her bottle Xanax before I call the ambulance nobody would know
And you might judge me but you don't know what I saw to make my heart feel that cold
The dark thoughts that started dwelling in my head about six seven years old
That nobody could've noticed behind those dimples that my mind was evil as it was
Coughing up a rainbow but mostly blood from the Newport's, and blunts
Winters cold as the hearts of my exes with depression, didn't know I had a choice
That's just my story, I don't know shit about yours
All I know is the same laws of the universe control us
And if your not pursuing your very first dream then I don't what the fuck that your doing
Because my life used to be a nightmare, until I stopped making excuses
Classic story I got an ounce, and blew up quick
Ever since Thomas Boulevard we've been delusional
Don't swim in that river water, air quality color orange I get a morning full
Our bodies were still growing when we started taking chemicals
Like everyone else but some how I became the most unusual
Now I'm a general, and it's your funeral
Bitch

Written by:
William Niels

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