Mera Khai - I Failed Myself (Chapter 1: Anger)

I watched myself bleed saying
'Yeah, come in kill my heart'
I gave up a million times
Claiming that I hated the demons
That I let in when I was sad
I hurt myself a thousand nights
When my mind was my only friend
In times of war when I was on the floor
Hoping shadows that I saw were just
Products of my imagination

I killed a billion persons in my mind
Desired to take their hearts and
Break them all apart
Hurt myself in a dirty room
Where the only hope
That spread love is the air
From the window

Hey aliens come in to kill us both
I know we ain't worth this magic
Pretty world
I'll make a trip to another dimension
Where I feel good and bad
At the same time
Sorry, this is where I already live
Guess I tripped on my lies
All over again
Ghost stop playing with me
I can't hear a thing of
What you're trying to say here

If I stop thinking I'll be fine
Or it may lead me to a suicide
I never really wanted to live
I'm not as dark, I'm just
Pretending to be a fool
And good while I try to get
What is going on in my mind
And this planet that we're in
Hurt myself in a dirty room
With no love, with no love at all

Hey aliens come in to kill us both
I know we ain't worth this magic
Pretty world
I'll make a trip to another dimension
Where I feel good and bad
At the same time
Sorry, this is where I already live
Guess I tripped on my lies
All over again
Ghost stop playing with me
I can't hear a thing of
What you're trying to say here

Maybe if they tried to understand me
Maybe if they tried
Maybe, I'd be alive

Written by:
Carmen Garcia

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