Emma Hamel - I'm Not Here for You

Is it self inflicted self-destruction
I get hung up on grand productions
Now I can't sleep
They say pick your battles carefully
But you stopped by so carelessly
I wish you'd leave
And it all feels so aimless until it doesn't
And I want back my headspace when it wasn't
So addled and cynical
Cause I'm not here for you
You act like I can't choose
I'm tired of running circles
As if I'm not in control
I'm still in control
I'm still, I'm still in control of you
You went and left me spiraling
You act entitled and pull the strings
So I feel lost
But one day you'll see what I can do
The day I start ignoring you
You'll watch in awe
And it all felt so painless for a minute
You act so blameless when you visit
But this time you'll stay away
Cause I'm not here for you
You act like I can't choose
I'm tired of running circles
As if I'm not in control
I'm still in control
I'm still, I'm still in control
Though you still knock, I know I'm not here for you
You look so small, after all you put me through
You tie a tight knot, turns out you're not here for me
What did I know, broke me down so quietly
You took my life, better say goodbye as I take it back
Didn't think you'd learn, I'll repeat my words
I'm not here for you
I'm not here for you

Written by:
Emma Hamel

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