KDENSE - November Forever

November forever
No NV
Still Running on empty
Play your part don't tempt me
I've been on my shit
Like they ain't focused on me
Why would I take hints
When they was Sposed to show me
Bitches on my hip
Like there's a holster on me
But I can't forget
They wasn't Sposed to know me
I ain't always rap
But I have always been a master of my craft
If it isn't picture perfect
Than the picture wouldn't last
So why would I put my name on something
That I built to fast
Swear it's always gonna crack
When you heart is made of glass
So I started livin slow
The ones I love are dyin fast
It's been hard to gain control
So I'm just hoping I don't crash
But if I do I pray it's quick n painless
Now I can't lie
I always wanted to be rich n famous
But all the stories that I heard has left that image tainted
Cuz what they say is I'll be losing everyone I came with
N everybody that I love will turn to distant strangers
Shit if it does
I mean I guess I couldn't really blame em
But This is something you won't get
Until you live it
N you sacrifice your minutes
Put in all your heart n soul
While you just prayin someone listens
Cuz you know if they can hear what you can hear when you be spittin
Than they prolly start to look a little different
When you present
But it's all good
Cuz shit I know where I'll be headed
Gave them stories from my past
Although I much rather forget it
I just finished half n half
N I'm already on my second record
Competition drop but I ain't feeling pressure
Them boys been rappin half they life n still ain't gettin better (givin effort)
Meanwhile I'm out here trynna pass up all my predecessor's
N Paying homage to the ones that shoulda never left us
That list is equal to the rappers that still need to catch up
This shit ain't sweet
They need to muster up some extra effort
Boy I already know my worth
You couldn't serve me lesser
I went from battling depression
Always chasing pleasure
To embracing every second
That I get to treasure
The most expensive thing in life
Is time you spend together
So I can't wait until I make we can spend together
I'm 24 n yes of course
I'm only getting better
So if I die at least I know my words gone live 4 ever
Patience patience
My grandmas words keep playin
Although you're so far gone
You're the first that came
Forever keep that pain

Written by:
Ricky Rodriguez

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