Ruinur - There Is No Me Without You

You said you'd be there for me
When I'm vulnerable
And said that I'm all yours
It was adorable
You showed me kindness
So precious it was unaffordable
But now you're gone and something's missing
Pain uncontrollable
I hear all these mixed messages
Between the angels and the demons
I feel like I'm mentally somewhere else
I feel constantly dreaming
About what could happen
And what could go wrong
But I never thought you'd dump me over nothing
It hit me like a gong
The pursuit of happiness the American dream
Is something we have a right to here
But when we've lost all that we got
Christmas alone and encroached in fear
Creeps around your room like the shadows
Gonna choke you out like the gallows
So why did you kill me
Our relationship was far from shallow
This is why I feel the pain
This is why I feel insane
And why I hate to hear your name said
Why can't you just explain
I want to scream
Cause I can't breath without you
Why can't you see
That there is no me without you
The first moment I saw you smile
It made my heart beat
It drove me wild
I remember sitting at that table next to you
I felt so comforted I felt like all my dreams came true
And then we hung out for the rest of that week
It felt so fly
But now it feels like you ripped out my heart
And left it out to dry
I wish you'd only take me back
From the decisions you've made
That ruined the Saturday of Febuary evening that day
And now I'm rotting in my room
Waiting for something good to happen
But all I hear is the news
What happened to everybody's compassion
I just can't stand all the drama
And why I didn't get to see my mama
On her death bed July 21st
My life just keeps getting worse
And all I can do is pray
And hope that things get better
And that you'd be with me again
And have me
Always and forever
Fuck
This is why I feel the pain
This is why I feel insane
And why I hate to hear your name said
Why can't you just explain
I want to scream
Cause I can't breath without you
Why can't you see
That there is no me without you

Written by:
Joshua McArdle

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