Ruinur - Until The End

Hold on to me
Until the end
I will never let you go
So don't pretend
I just wanna be with you
When the shit hits the fan
So hold my hand
Until the end
Hold on to me
Until the end
I will never let you go
So don't pretend
I just wanna be with you
When the shit hits the fan
So hold my hand
Until the end

I've been thinking bout a lot of things
About the things that I want to change
Your smile tore down all the barriers
That were built from all my childhood pain
You are what I was looking for all along
When I pursued you I knew I wasn't wrong
I knew there was something special for our future
Thought I'd never lose you I ain't trying to confuse you
I tried and tried to keep my focus
To shut out this worlds hocus pocus
Thought that weed would help if I smoked it
And if I did something noble no one ever seemed to notice
So please just listen to what I have to say
I didn't write this song just to get my way
You've seen me bleed from the wounds you've made
I feel played yeah I feel betrayed
You made my anger get out of control
I'll fucking punch anyone that says I told you so
Cause if they actually knew me
They'd know I'd never date a slutty millennial hoe
I treated you right and I'll never regret it
I love you thousand more times than I've said it
But don't keep me waiting or I'll just forget it
Cause my music career will blow up any second
I have told you about my broken feelings
Now my neck is in a noose that be hanging from the ceiling
My eyes are bulging from their sockets
I'm ready to put the barrel of the gun to my head and pop it
Cause I can't take the pain anymore
You've turned your back on me left and shut the door
I don't think your cute laugh or smile could ever be replaced
By the crowds attendance or the roaring of their encore

Hold on to me
Until the end
I will never let you go
So don't pretend
I just wanna be with you
When the shit hits the fan
So hold my hand
Until the end
Hold on to me
Until the end
I will never let you go
So don't pretend
I just wanna be with you
When the shit hits the fan
So hold my hand
Until the end

I may seem quiet all the time
But I actually got a lot to say
Just take my music for example
I will make sure you know if I'm not okay
So I don't have to hear your response
My fans will know that I don't like to flaunt
But if I need to I'll fucking destroy you
And I will annoy you because you taunted me to
I put my money where my mouth is yeah
I don't fucking care if I offended you yet
You'll have to do something honorable to earn my respect
You should know that I'm not easily impressed
I only tolerate judgement from God
I hope to go worldwide to rap this abroad
I'll never deceive you despite me believing you
But I am force feeding you logical truth
That is the foundation of my stage name
I carry that burden everywhere it's insane
Even hungover on bourbon I'll still be the same
I'll come back stronger than when I first came
I'm the solid concrete when you've walk on the streets
Getting crushed by your feet
Cause you refuse to agree with the the truth that I believe
That will help you to see all the lies that this world feeds
We all have a time when we question our existence
And it comes back in a nonstop throbbing painful persistence
I do my best to create and paint a perfect lyrical picture
But I keep getting my blood on the paint brush cause I fucking miss her
You know who you are
Sydney you were my wish to a shooting star
I wished one night that I would meet the girl of my dreams
And I'm so glad that you were the one
Now I'm alone in an empty room waiting for the walls to close in
And crush my bones hush the tones of my last breath
But not forget the people that I've known
It's your choice but my voice is passionate
I just can't believe that this is happening
We were perfect even you knew
I am one of the few who could see things from your point of view
I'd do anything to have a second chance
Cause you were the source that gave my heart life
I could have all the fucking money in the world
But without you my heart would still be dead

Hold on to me
Until the end
I will never let you go
So don't pretend
I just wanna be with you
When the shit hits the fan
So hold my hand
Until the end
Hold on to me
Until the end
I will never let you go
So don't pretend
I just wanna be with you
When the shit hits the fan
So hold my hand
Until the end

Written by:
Joshua McArdle

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