JayteKz - Souls

I'm often lost inside my head
So I find myself through beats
Talk about this path I lead and every sign that has deceived
As I journey down this road I notice wolves in sheep's clothing
I swear it be your own people scheming on you loathing
Smoking on this thoinky got me voicing out my inner truth
Coping by my lonely through this musics how I vent to you
Tell me am I getting through or is this shit too dark and sad
Walk a lap inside my shoes I guarantee you'll crash
Pass
The fucking dope so I can smell the flower
Inside my mind I lose control feels like I have no power
Past encounters left me sour so I'm bitter now
The saddest hours tower over me and kick me down
I'm trying
I'm so tired of being tired and sick
I'm fine
That's what I'll tell you when I feel like shit
I'm dying
I got a firm grip around this blick
One click and no fucking more will I exist
I really don't know why
I do this to myself
I listen to these lies
I always tell myself
No I don't think I'll ever be okay
No I don't think I'll ever be fine
My heart is always feeling so much pain
How will I ever heal this broken heart of mine
Broken hearts and wounded souls
Stolen parts from my spirit got me feeling low
No
I need a crutch to help me stand in life
I can't feel much so these drugs stay right by my side
Fuck
Open your eyes you think I like this shit
I'm traumatized and these wounds are more than I can fix
No
The silence never felt this loud before
I hear the sirens in my head my body on the floor
Fuck
How much more can I fucking take
Before I break my life in half and decimate my fate
Can't replicate true happiness I know
It's sad to say but I think my departure's set in stone
I don't condone this shit I'm speaking now
But I feel so alone my cold soul is bleeding out
Will you hear me out before I'm gone
Do you see clearly now the pain I've hidden for so long
I really don't know why
I do this to myself
I listen to these lies
I always tell myself
No I don't think I'll ever be okay
No I don't think I'll ever be fine
My heart is always feeling so much pain
How will I ever heal this broken heart of mine

Written by:
Joel Serrano

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