JayteKz - Fairytale

Yeah
I said I'm sorry that I'm fucked up
I wish I could be better
But it's pouring in my heart it's a stormy weather
Won't forget her cause she dealt with all my bullshit
She deserves better fuck dealing with my foolishness
And yeah I know that I'm a piece of shit
Why the fuck you think I hate being me and shit
I need another fix someone quickly patch me up
I can't exist not unless I have these fucking drugs
And I'm sorry
I know my loved ones probably think less about me
Tryna' stay afloat but I swear to God I'm drowning
Every step I take feels like I'm climbing up a mountain fuck
I'm running out of strength
I'm running out of patience
I been losing faith
Will you save me before I take my life away
Please save me someone take this knife away
Look me in my eyes
Tell me what you see
Hope one day I'll find
Peace inside of me
Suicidal thoughts
Suicidal dreams
Once you realize that nothing's ever what it seems
Used to think life would end up like a fairytale
Then I blinked and I woke in this lonely hell
Lord forgive me for my downfall
But this weight is too much for me to stand tall
So I crawl and I cry by my lonesome
I get lost in these tides of emotions and fuck
No I can't swim
Feel the heat come from hell on my damn skin
I've sinned in my past no I won't lie
I sniffed in the bathroom a couple lines
Aw fuck here I go again
Blurting out a bunch of bullshit I'll soon regret
Please forgive me I beg you
If I become an angel I will protect you

Written by:
Joel Serrano

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