Goatachu - lost

Woke up today, I was determined
To not fall asleep and just continue learning
Looks like I failed and all my grades project that
I guess I'm dead in my deathbed, by corpse is swarmed by so many rats
Writing down all this shit, wow, it's another sentence
How long does this story go on, we're already on the 5th endin'
Who even cares about world history
I can't sleep, I can't sleep
Let breathe through the night
So demanding of all my time
My precious space, wasted by lies
All my friends gone, alone in my throne
Blood on my hands, in my own home
I've tried everything but I'm still dying
But I'll stay, don't wanna make you cry and-
Cut off, interrupted all the time but-
Ive adapted to the pain inside of my head
Making these songs, I'm always feeling kinda lonely
This time I'll tell the truth, won't turn it into a story
I'm not authorized to talk about depression
I can't tell the truth cuz I will end up dead and-
So demanding of all my time
My precious space, wasted by lies
All my friends gone, alone in my throne
Blood on my hands, in my own home
Portrayed myself as some suicidal kid
I wanna live, I just write dark shit
Sometimes I wanna die, but I don't wanna leave
I'll stay for a while until somebody else kills me
So demanding of all my time
My precious space, wasted by lies
All my friends gone, alone in my throne
Blood on my hands, in my own home

Written by:
Jade Ross

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