Da Killa KC - I Just Wanna Die

Oh, antidepressants, ugh
Oh, can't give you a controlled substance
Here, take these
Ha ha ha
Yeah, Sometimes I feel like I just wanna die
Really I just wanna feel I'm alive
Gotta survive, so still Ima try
But all this anxiety's killing my vibe
Nother appointment, I cried to my psyche
So disappointed, inside is a fight
Tell me it's alright to not be alright
Taking suicide light, bitch, it might be tonight
This shit is heavy, this shit is not trendy
I am not Melly, this shit could be deadly
I don't find it edgy when I'm where the edge be
It's really not healthy when no one can help me
Say to myself you can live if I let me
Faith is the only thing keeping me safe
Wanna be stress-free, not let it affect me
So let me ask Shellz, cuz she can relate
Killa K
I just wanna die
Sometimes I do
But I still try
But I'm still trying though
So I'll just cry
For real
Instead of suicide
If I was to take my life
Who'd really care
Do I have to die just for you to be there
Would you maybe then give my music a share
It's like no one appreciates you when you're here
Lotta things bother me wish that they didn't
Obsessive-compulsive disorder with symptoms
8% rarity is my condition
I count down the days til I get my prescription
Yeah, I take pills but don't mean I'm addicted
I do understand you can become dependent
Ain't going away it's something that I live with
My doctors don't know how to even depict it
Nowadays lotta meds gotta bad name
They treat everybody who's on em the same
Die or get high til you fuck up your brain
While the people who need 'em just suffer in pain
I just wanna die
No wonder I feel suicidal
But I still try
The world operates backwards
So I'll just cry
Let 'em know, Shellz
Instead of suicide
I been tryna find where my mind is
I was distant before this virus
No support, tired of trying
I keep going when I feel like dying
I still smile, after crying
Say it don't hurt, I'd be lying
Though I'm tired, I'm still trying
Still don't stop when I feel like dying
I just wanna die
But I still try
So I'll just cry
Instead of suicide
If you don't want no problems
Just give me my Alprazolam

Written by:
Priscilla Hansak

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