Cold Cypher - rage

When I look at your eyes
I don't know why I've done this, too much time
I been filled with hate
I been filled with rage
The weed don't compensate
My mind don't feel safe
After five days you don't text me back
Everything you say just gon' make me sad
Your games made me fixate on your face every night
Of late you feel fake please leave my space let me die
You say let's go on a date and bail every time
I can't take it, makes me feel like rain in my mind
Ashamed I lay in my grave, I'm dead every day
Mary Jane can not numb the pain, I'm way past insane
Got no lane, 'cause I can't relate
You're all the same, money on your brain
And the fame, you're all just too lame
So mundane, no goals to obtain
Why can't men also feel some pain?
Do what I can not be like them
I hate every single thing in this world
Twenty years of age, I think that six brought the curse
Every day I need to smoke my dirt
I felt safe around my friends, until they turned
Filled with rage I 'on know what you heard of
I will stay in the woods cause I'm a lurker
Not ashamed but I really am a murderer
I'm insane and I get your body burnt up
Wanna be fame, but not do any work huh?
Why do I keep working, to not get any further?
Still in love with her, I wish I never hurt her
Can't stop thinking bout her, 'cause I lost my self worth
But that's what I get for trying to help
Couldn't let go, because she was the one I felt
It's alright, it just fucked my mental health
Not only she did, add on top the stress with twelve
She said that I ain't worth it
Since then I'm really hurting
Shit, I ain't never learning
My mind just keeps on circling
I drown my thoughts in these percies
I found some love, but she hurt me
First bound, then lost, I feel dirty
She broke my heart, and it burned me
I don't really understand
What you all always expect
Music is all that I've left
I will try until I'm dead
All these thoughts up in my head
Make me start feeling regret
Is she gonna take me back
Will I always be this sad, because I'm
Filled with rage I 'on know what you heard of
I will stay in the woods cause I'm a lurker
Not ashamed but I really am a murderer
I'm insane and I get your body burnt up
Filled with rage I 'on know what you heard of
I will stay in the woods cause I'm a lurker
Not ashamed but I really am a murderer
I'm insane and I get your body burnt up

Written by:
Marc Anders

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