giveuppulp - hours on/in the floor (feat. south.vibe)

I been thinking 'bout the flowers on the porch
I been thinking 'bout the hours on the floor
And how I don't deserve the carpeting I have now
I started in the background
I'm ending as a layer I deleted
And the paper I depleted
I don't know what I believe in
Say a prayer but I ain't preach it
I ain't even know who I was sayin' it to
I wonder where they spread the ashes and I wonder where they makin' it to
I been dealin with a fear of leaving the crib
'Cause what if when I leave it I don't see it again
I can barely breathe when I vent
So I crumble when I reach for the pen
I got a paper cut and I been bleeding regret
I get home and go to sleep when I'm dressed
But my body gonna sleep when I'm dead
I got dreams of death and invasive thoughts
Scream in my head when it names 'em off
Please let me mend when I break and stop
I been wasting time, I should be taking off
I'm a good example of what not to be
I still gotta worry bout some property and offerings but I just miss Monopoly
I still own the game
It's just that it won't be the same because my age went and got to me
"You couldn't have failed yet, you're nineteen"
Ruin the chance that anybody ever find me
And I ain't felt this bad since wikiHow taught me how to tie a noose
It ain't my time yet, they never said I'd like the truth
I'm obtuse
I've used avoidance as a tactic for some time now
Ovals fuckin up my poetry, I'm 'bouta get the white out
I used to get the white out but I mean when I write now
Deletin' everything I write down 'cause I can't get it right
Right now
But this beat calm me down like showers at four
I been thinkin bout the flowers on the porch and how time passes
I been thinkin bout the hours in the floor and how I'm crashin
I don't deserve the carpeting I love now
I don't think I'm ever gonna fuckin' come round
I been feelin worse than the come down
I know they 'gon forget this song when next year comes round

Written by:
giveuppulp, pulp t

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