J. Ban - Distracted

I roll my windows up
All you hear is music loud
Tryna block all these sounds and forget about
Those times mid winter, feeling all this fucking doubt
Never saw a winner
Ghost me right before my sprout
Now tell me how you feeling now
It's a shame
You admit you feeling awful
Ouch
Behaving like you care
Too late to be thoughtful now
Betrayed unaware
Trust is thrown in the air
This ain't a game of dares
I call you out like Pi'erre
Existence isn't fair
It's something we can't keep a spare
See as a person
We go through several steps in life
And some of mine were dreadful so I visualize twice
In my mind
Careful
There's some you never seen
You're blind
See I was by your side
Glock ready
Number 9
For you, I put my pride aside more than a couple times
And there was moments
When all you did was hurt the guy
You probably thought you broke me but you get a T for tried
I'm just tryna make my people proud but it's hard
So distracted
All these thoughts and sounds
Memories forgot
I hide emotions underground
I'm just tryna make my people proud but it's hard
So distracted
All these thoughts and sounds
Memories are frozen
My heart and feelings never found
Mentally broken distracted by the thoughts and sounds
So controlling
So I leave, take me on a ride
To a time in life when I felt more than tied
Up in this knot
I need to get up out this plot
Everyday another problem
God when will it stop
I'm tired of being tired
I'm sick of being sick
Adding gas to fire
The pain is coming stupid quick
I hate to see a liar
I'm in the rain losing it
But I'm a fighter, promise I'll never choose to quit
My momma raised a better man
We never had the plan
Don't you know the feeling
Low on money saving scraps
Wishing it was sunny
Cold winters in that van
Maybe 5 or 6 years old
I couldn't understand
I just saw momma and dad
I know they love me man
So much inside, distracted
All I do is overthink
I can't sleep thinking maybe shit is over P
I gotta focus before that mindset take control of me
I'm just tryna make my people proud but it's hard
So distracted
All these thoughts and sounds
Memories forgot
I hide emotions underground
I'm just tryna make my people proud but it's hard
So distracted
All these thoughts and sounds
Memories are frozen
My heart and feelings never found
Mentally broken distracted by the thoughts and sounds
I'm just tryna make my people proud

Written by:
Joseph Banda

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