Jus Xay - Failed Focus

I failed to see the vision
Failed to give myself better living
You live for the moment
Give your soul and
Live for the high
Live for the ride
But the feeling you feel isn't meant to be right
Failed focus of being a rapper
You in it for the thrill
In it for the feeling after
So you can take time off chill
If you meant it then something would give
Being in love was enough to take your attention
Meaning this music shit ain't none of your biz
Trapped in a system
Trapped in a mental prison
Trapped thinking music could make you a living
Failed focus
Failed moments
Failed
Patience is a virtue but time will curse you
Do everything you set your mind to
Or you're wasting time dude
Focus on the passion
Focus on what matters
Failed focus
Failed focus
Fail
I failed to see your attention
Yeah I failed to even listen
Pouring out your heart but I was missing
Absent minded on a mission
Picture life with someone who really gets it
Never knowing I'm losing the person that got it
Meet someone new now I can't even keep her
Now I'm in a mental lapse I botched it
Jogging my memory of how I got her
Yeah mental laps
Stock market syndrome so her interest crashes
I had to abide with living in denial so I could backflip
Jumping back in my passion
The art of rapping and getting established
Full throttle pouring emotions in this pen
Rewording everything so I don't sound less masculine
I failed to focus
Failed to even own it
Looking for the signs of maturity
It's gonna take a lot more of me
I openly admit my wrongs without being labeled sensitive
I hate being overwhelmingly negative
I only wanted to change when it was the best for her and not myself
Hypocritical thoughts when I really love myself
But being told no really made me reevaluate myself
I failed
Failed focus
Failed focus
Fail
Failed focus
Failed focus
Fail
Failed focus
Failed focus
Fail
Failed focus
Failed focus
Fail

Written by:
Xavier Wooding

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